the tale of my wallpaper

one day, someone look up my mac on my desk, and ask… who is the smiling guy on my laptop?
haiyah, why does people just wont back off on someone’s wallpaper? > juz a dazzle in my mind,
because i’ve had something to do, (thanks to the pirated software on my mac – office mac , that i have to shut down my microsoft office when someone else is using the same software).. bla bla bla…
i looked back, and see one big grin on that face that asking the question..
“that is Eric Yao”
“who is Eric Yao ??”
(sigh!!)
he is Former DAAI TV Taiwan CEO… he is brilliant, and have a clear vision to DAAI TV also.. actually he is an architect, a succesfull one. bla bla bla…
and the important one, he is one of my fav person on DAAI TV, beside LI Shao, Dylan and Grace also..
during the time when DAAI TV have a disaster, when a massive typhoon struck Taiwan. cause DAAI TV’s Ground Floor flooded with water. he and many Tzu Chi volunteer helped )DAAI TV clean all the Tapes, ETC, he was there when DAAI TV is in trouble and DAAI TV can be like now.. won many golden bells award (an award that given to most prestigius television station in Taiwan)
when he came to Indonesia, i was the cameraman at that time, i can see the way he interviewed people, how his vision to DAAI TV indonesia. the first time, i was amazed to his clearly, soft spoken intonation.
well. this is someone…
when he see my shooting, he said that my shooting is very clear and good, but .. as he said with his soft voice.. you must find the soul in every shootings u made…
at that time, i was amazed, i took the picture with all aspects and concept that i know best, and that is just like professional people do..
and yet. he didnt see some soul in it?
makes me think… think and think…
it tooks me 3 years to find the answer… and the answer is… you can see in in everything u shoot.. with your heart.. and make the subject is closer to u… make all the distance and wall between you and your subject became more visible.. destroy the wall. and u may destroy the ego..
and that is the soul of the shootings…
he taught me everything i need in just a word.. and yet… he is not in DAAI TV anymore.. but his teachings.. or can i say a wise man taught one ordinary man with one word.. makes my life change..
“so… do u understand why i put him on my desktop?” i looked at the person when i explained the reason why i put it.
“oh yeah, thanks” the big grin fades away with the person… phew
as i looked my desktop again to do something..
a voice calls me clearly from behind, “who is that? who is the guy on your desktop? i think its like your Gay partner, eh? , why he is so old? you are sick man!! “

“!@#%%$@%$#%”

hoooo, samsara circle

everyday i go to office…
feel’s just like doing something i dont want to do
“hari ini kerja lu?” my mom asked me
“kerja lah, kalo ngga duit dari mane?”
pick up my towel, and take a bath..
eat breakfast… bean mostly..err.. always…
and fly with my honda..
when i arrive at office..
there’s laziness around me…
clock ticking…
start yelling and walking around nowhere..
lunch time..
my feet start walking , to keep out of my office…
meeting time
everybody’s complaining, bla bla, why this , why that?
yelling, but silent when comes to the boss.. (shit what an asshole!)
02.00 PM
my assistant brainwashed me..
assistant : hendrik, dont forget..
hendrik, do this..(who?, moi?)
hendrik, bla bla..
hendrik. woi .. woi….(huh? yeah? youre calling me?”
hendrik, why arent you listening. (i was muted at that time, like a zombie)
hendrik, i dont have the time, dont u see what i’m doing now?
(sigh!.. who’s the boss anyway?? ( ( -_-”) )
but actually, its lucky to have her as my assistant, she is very neat, do everything clear and very fine , as i recently have a sudden amnesiac syndrome.. “huh?, what,s my name?”
thanks, hohohoho
04.00 PM
had to QC check…
hei, dont do this
hei, change that..
hei. the balance of the audio is not good. change it..
hei, its about time!!!! deadline…. u must pass it or it gonna be your DEATHLINE!!!! (i dont do this because i love all my crew… long live Humanitarians!!)
04.30 PM
Grace pass by.. asking questions
remember …… to do list…. (just like hypnotize me)
actually.. making to do list. takes a long list…
that make my to do list very long list….
Management… love them… not hate them…
05.00 PM
Taping programs,..
yeah…
3…2…1
Roll!!
shit.. its over 3 second!!!
hei!! how is my makeup!?
you are late!!!
who in charge in VTR 1?
hey, where is the content…
hello baby, u look beautiful (the voice inside the sub)
.. lapan enam… lapan enam bos!! hehehehehe
05.30 PM
suddenly…
everybody dissapear
leaving me with the other dilligent employee… in a meeting … sigh!! !@#$@!#!
07.00 PM
silent everywhere…
Hendrik!!!! udah belum? gua dah mo pulang neh!!!…
mbak Sari yelling at me, replacing mbak Diyah,…
bentar!! bentar…
she leave me with the security guard… skinny one.. the one assets that he got is his face… scary!!
but he is friendly also…
meet mr Yan . hoho. my friend at night!!!
07.30 PM
leaving the “contaminated area”
08.00 PM
“darimana lu? pulang malem amat?, kerja gak besok”
“haiyahhh”
(my mom, wants a vacation, she wants me to take her sight seeing, etc”)
boiling water.. take a bath..
opening this blog, and write it till midnight…
00.00 AM
trying to sleep.. think of my sweet heart… miss her..
zz zz zz zz
01.00 AM
a flying cockroach appears..
first attempt.. my face… shit!!!! go away…or its gonna be a tragedy for cockroach world!!!
you cockroach!!!
second attempt…cannot take it anymore..
take a broom
third attempt… aerial assault…
DARN!!!!!
fourth attempt.. open fire
got hit.. repeat.. got hit….
PLAK!!!!! BRUK!!!!
at last…..
i manage not to kill the cockroach.. just paralyzed it..
and throw that (censored) outside…
you cockroach…..
zzzzzzzzz….
sleeping….
and its morning again….
what a samsara circle…. sic….